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Monday, October 27, 2003

... this stinks...

well, it does. I'm not going to be blogging for a bit. Starting tomorrow. Until at least Friday night/Saturday sometime. I'm bogged down with school, and I have too many distractions. Wonderfully fantastic, lovely distractions. I'm going to miss them dearly this week. But I've come to the conclusion that as much as I adore talking to everyone on messenger, and blogging my day, and reading other websites, I just can't do it this week. I'm essentially grounding myself, before my mom has to resort to grounding me. I got done maybe a total of 25 hours of school last week, when I need 30. And the way today went, this week isn't going to go much better unless I resort to drastic measures.

So, I'm very sorry, and I luv ya all, but... I've never gotten anything lower than a C on my report card (once, 4th grade, math) and last year I was straight 'A's with only 1 B the whole year... but it's already the end of the first quarter this year and I still have like.... a month's worth of assignments to do. oy.

I feel like my world is horribly close to teetering off it's axis. And once it falls off, it's over with. I get absolutly miserable when I get a B or lower on my report card, I cry, I don't eat, etc etc. And I think I'm close to that B now because of not having work handed in, so I'm going to use this week and work my @$$ off in school so I'm all caught up. And then I'll be ok. hopefully.

So.... see ya saturday.

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