Picture this:

Someone knows you're in a down mood. They want to cheer you up. The problem is, they're the reason you're in the mood, only they don't know it. How can you tell them?

I'm mad at someone. maybe not mad, but disappointed? tired of dealing with their stuff? I don't know the right words to express. But I'm just sick of it. 'it' being dealing with the person. so now what? do i stop talking to them? but i am (usually) happy when talking to them. just... not always. and it's those other times that make me want to not talk to them. but then i remember the 'good' times, the times i smile and laugh until i cry, and then i think well maybe... maybe, as long as the good times keep outnumbering the bad, i'll keep talking to them. and they do. good outnumber the bad i mean. but it's just... i don't know. and the person doesn't know i feel this way, and i'm not sure i can tell them. but now what? grrr. i hate feeling like this!

i'm debating on whether or not to post this. because there is a slight slight chance they'll see this and figure it out. although, chances are, if you're reading this, it's not you. the person that i'm talking about, I never gave my blog URL. So if you ever got a link to this blog from me, it's not you. so don't worry.