well...

Tomorrow is orientation at CM. So wish me luck (even if you hate me for not posting that promised deep thought blog, wish me good luck anyway. ty). I have to wake up at 5am to leave home by 6am, arrive by 8 and register by 830/9, then we're there until after 430. I'm tired just thinking about it.

etc etc

My car is fixed :) Ok, so by fixed I mean no longer making a "going to blow up as soon as I tread on the gas" noise. Only cost me $118 (220something total...) stupid cars. Stupid money. I hate money. But I like to have it. Although, honestly, my parents didn't make me pay for this last fix... so I paid for one, they paid for one trip to the garage. Even. Now who's paying for the next thing? (any volunteers? :P)

Oh, I have a 'deep' thinking blog coming up. I can feel it in me bones. I just have to think it out first. Be on the lookout, it might come tomorrow, as I have off and might actually have free time... possibly.

all reved up and man it's loud

My car is broken. Again. I just spent another $100 getting it fixed, only to have it WORSE 2 days later. It's noisy, as soon as you accelerate (and sometimes when you don't), it makes a horrible loud noise. It needs a cadilaic converter (however you spell it). Which is exactly what we told the garage, but they said it didn't need it, it needed other parts instead. So now I have these other parts on, my mom goes over a bump wrong, and HOLY CRUD it's loud. It's VERY annoying. So tomorrow morning I'm dropping my poor sick baby.. erm, car.. off at a different garage for a muffler/converter check and (hopefully) fix. I want to tell them not to give it back until it's quiet again, but I won't because 1)It's my baby! I can't be seperated from it too long again, I start having withdrawls and seperation anxiety 2)I need a vehicle to get to/from work every day 3)I'm a pre-college kid, I need to SAVE my money, not spend it all on a car that's spending it so quickly.
Cars. They're like men, can't live with them, but they're oh so handy to have around.

from a moment of loneliness

I'm bored.
I'm tired.
I'm restless.
I want to dance.
I hate dancing.
I want to laugh.
love.
Be 'merry'.
I'm not in the mood.
for the moment.
I want to play.
I want to have fun.
I want an intellectual conversation.
but most of all
I want you to care.

My thoughts as I was thinking up a yahoo instant messenger status. it would have been much longer, but the status only lets you use so many spaces. perhaps its better this way. it's strange how your thoughts can get away from you at times, and instead of going in one direction, go down a completely unexpected path.

I've done did it, ya'll

I am now officially out of high school. As of 11:45 this morning, I've had my diploma. Yay! The ceremony itself lasted an hour, which (in my opinion) didn't make it worth the 6 hour drive to Pittsburgh, the night in the hotel and waking up super early, and then the 6 hour drive home. But, my parents and grandmother really enjoyed it, and they were so amazingly proud of me (weirdos-- To me it's not a big deal, I mean hundreds of thousands of other kids are graduating around the country/world..) Anyway, it was fun. And I got a few unexpected things, such as:

$100 from my grandmother :)
$40 from my aunt&uncle
and from my mom/dad/sis/brother:
Happy Bunny stuff: toilet paper (yea, happy bunny toilet paper! hahaha), 2 decks of cards, a pen/notebook and a little address/phone book.
AND, the best of all,
My parents got me a digital camera! It's the one from my work, that somehow my sis and mom snuck in while I was at work, on registers and got for me. I have very sneaky coworkers apparently. hmph.

In other news, I completely blew my diet thingy these past 2 days. I DLed the new yahoo messenger, that looks pretty interesting. I'm waiting to talk to people on the said messenger, but there isn't anyone on. C'mon people!
I just finished watching EuroTrip. It was funny, if you like crude/rude teen type movies, which, I admit, I do.