1. What was your most memorable moment from the last week?

Last week? I'm lucky if I can remember yesterday....

2. What one person touched your life this week?

This week... would have to be little Heather. She loves me, with a child's unconditional love. That's nice to have, and I'm lucky to have it, I just wish I remembered I had it more often when I'm feeling down.

3. How have you helped someone this week?

I helped Little Heather in and out of chairs, and up the steps to the bathroom. Since she broke her leg, she can only hop around on one foot or schooch around on her butt. Which is what she did up the steps, but I watched out so she didn't fall down. We don't need More broken bones, lol.

4. What one thing do you need to get done by this time next week?

ONE??? ahhh! School. Including studying for my PSSAs, thinking about whether or not I want to take the SATs this year (which I probably should...), doing 34 Spanish assignments (well, they're due by april 14th but still...) and learning Geometry since that's what'll be on my PSSAs and I have no clue how to do. And the PSSAs are on april 7th & 8th, so cross your fingers for me, please.

5. What one thing will you do over the next seven days to make your world a better place?

Study. That'll make my world a much better place.

Did you notice a recurring theme in the answers to the F5? or girl rather? Yep, little Heather is sleeping over at my house :) Lots of fun, but very exahusting. You'd be amazed how much she can still do with a thigh high cast on. It amazes me anyway. It doesn't seem to phase her. She bangs her cast around with little regard for her broken bone, but I guess since her cast is made of fiberglass she doesn't notice it much when she bumps it. Lol, she's nutty. And tiring. And I think I have to try and watch a movie with her, hopefully she'll fall asleep since it's after 11pm.

I haven't been blogging lately. Sorry.

If you click on my "Powered by Blogger" link over there

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it'll take you to the Spanish verson of Blogger. At least, I think it will, it did for me. I must have it linked to the spanish version, I dunno, I just left it in with the template. lol

In other news....

I have to get a tooth out. My FRONT tooth. You know those two teeth you have in the front, well it's one of those. My left. Which means I have to either get a partial, or get a bridge. Because I can't just walk around with a gap in my mouth. My dad threw a FIT when we said about me wanting to get a bridge, because it's the more permanent of the 2. It's also the one not covered by insurance, and the one that's going to cost about $700 or $800. Guess I ought to explain them both, huh? The partial is when it's a fake tooth, but instead of just being PERMANENTLY in there like a bridge would be (bridge uses glue), it can be removed since it's only stuck in there with wires. Umm, yea, that didn't explain it too well did it? It's a little hard to explain over the computer. If you go here it explains the bridges more clearly, and if you go to this site it explains about partials better. Yuck yuck yuck. I want a bridge, because once I get that I won't have to worry about it or anything, but dad's freaking out (and I mean freaking out, which gets me upset so I leave the room, which gets him more upset cause he thinks I think he's an idiot which isn't the case but I can't stay in the room when someone's yelling and not listening to what I say) because he said he got a bridge when he was younger and they had to shave down the teeth next to his to put the bridge on, which he says is why his 4 teeth had to be pulled later. I mean yea, I don't want to spend the $700. period. I HATE the thought of asking my parents to spend $700 on me, I'm definetly getting a job now.

I respect that he's worried about my teeth getting worse when I get the bridge. I'm totally fine with that, we made him an appointment to talk to the dentist. What I can't stand, is that he yells, not at me, but about the situation in general. About how the dentist just wants to figure out the way to make the most money. He lets every experience from his messed up childhood influence his decisions. Well, dentistry should have gotten better in the past 30 or so years, shouldn't it??? I don't think it is what dad makes it out to be, I mean it's a clinic for cripes sake. It's not as if it's my dentist's normal practice (he has a normal practice, and he works at the clinic) where he said he'd charge $1,900 for the tooth. It'll only be $700 or so, and the dentist said he'd work with us on it, payment plans or whatever if we need it. The dentist doesn't want me to get the partial, which dad thinks is also part of this money conspiracy.

I think I'm just going to get the partial for now, and maybe get the bridge later, I dunno, I have to wait and see what happens after dad's appointment with the dentist. I just hope he doesn't go in there with the attitude that all dentists are money hounds, and evil, or I (and my tooth) are in trouble.

Sometimes I wish I had a new dad. One that didn't yell at the situation. One that understood that when I left the room it was only cause I was crying and I hate for people to see me cry. Wait, scratch all that stuff about a new dad-- I don't want one. Most of the time I love my dad, I just wish he understood me better. He says he wants the best for me, that's why he's worried about the bridge, but I know that's not all of it. This is going to be a big problem money wise, and he was already worried about money getting tight before we even knew anything about my tooth having to come out. sigh.

This is a rather depressing topic for so cheery of a template, isn't it? I need something dark and freaky, considering the mood I'm in most the time lately.

My grade (juniors) had a chat on what we're doing this year, student council and groups and such. It's pretty exciting, at least I think so anyway. First year we'll actually be having groups or anything extracurricular at this school. That's pretty major, right? Anyway most of the club/group ideas we were kicking around seemed like a lotta fun, the only trouble is fitting all of them in along with school and the job I'll have to get. I liked almost every suggestion, and there were a LOT of suggestions. The one I like best was online-newspaper for my school. Student ran, of course. Along with yearbook comittee, a drama club (I'd work behind the scenes, if I could make it to rehersals but not sure about it yet), schoolwork help club, student mentoring/mentors club, and a whole bunch of other really good ideas. If any of these clubs get formed, this'll be the best school year yet. : )

New Springtime template. Well, actually it's the purple/black template with the colors switched around, lol. Yellow for sun, green for plants. SPRING!!!!!!

This is my haircolor. Except my color is a little darker than that one, cause I've dyed my hair at least 6 times (that i remember), so it gets darker than the box. I like this color, it's calmed down and isn't quite so purple anymore, more like a dark brown with purple/red hints in the light. But I like it :)

The other day my favorite little girl (she's 7 now, I used to babysit her, and love her almost as if she was my own kid, even though she isn't) got ran over by a car. We only found out about it yesterday, it had happened on Wednesday. I spent all Thursday afternoon (since I heard about it) in my room crying my eyes out, because then she was still in the major hospital that she had to be medi-vacd (taken by helicopter) to.

We went to see her today, she's doing ok. She has 2 broken ribs. A broken foot-- broken both ways, long way and across, with a cast on up to the top of her thigh. Road burn on both her face and her shoulder. But she's ok. No serious head damage, besides the road scrapes. We took her balloons, really cool ones. We also took her christmas presents that she never got to open since we hadn't seen her since before christmas. Needless to say, she was having fun. She's not in pain, she has medicine for that. I'm really really really happy she's ok, I thought my heart was going to break in millions of pieces when I heard she was run over. But she's ok. Thank God. :)

Friday Five which of course I forgot to link the first time around again

1. If you had the chance to meet someone you've never met, from the past or present, who would it be?

Ok, my 'hollywood' answer is Marilyn Monroe. My real-life answer is my aunt Shelly. I've apparently met her, but she died of stomach cancer when i was like 4 or 5, and I don't remember her at all. I'd like to at least have some memory of her.

2. If you had to live in a different century, past or future, which would it be?

Ok, I'm not sure. Cause, while I like the chivalry and clothing of waaaay back in like the 15/16/1700s, I don't think I could handle their general attitudes towards women.

3. If you had to move anywhere else on Earth, where would it be?

Australia? I want to go there, maybe move their breifly someday, but I like the USA too. Or, a nice, private tropical-type island would be nice...

4. If you had to be a fictional character, who would it be?

Hmm....... I'm not sure. Maybe someone from one of my romance books, where everything ends up happily ever after....sigh. :)

5. If you had to live with having someone else's face as your own for the rest of your life, whose would it be?

Faith Hill? I think she has a really pretty face, natural like. Kinda horse like, but I'd still take it over mine. haha. Yea, I don' know. I wouldn't want to be so pretty that like I'd be famous for my looks, because that would be annoying.

So, there ya go, the F5

MASTERMIND

(Submissive Introvert Abstract Thinker )


Like just 8% of the population you are a MASTERMIND (SIAT). You can be silent and withdrawn, but behind your reserved exterior lies an active mind that allows you to analyze situations and come up with creative, unexpected solutions. Normal people call this "scheming." Don't learn German.


Anyway, your sense of style and originality are your strengths, and people will respect your judgment once they get to know you. If you learn to be a little more personable, you could be a great leader--you've definitely got the "vision" thing down. Just make sure all the plotting you do behind those eyes of yours is healthy.


Famous masterminds in television: Dr. Claw, The Scarecrow and Mrs. King, Montgomery Burns.

---TheSpark.com's Personality Test

Hmm... I don't have anything to blog about. I could blog about the impending War (blah) but I've been there, done that, so I'll skip it. My opinions haven't changed, so it's better if I don't think about it.

Did everyone see my new haircolor? This post knocks it off, I think (and since I don't have archives up...), so sorry if you didn't. It's still cool, not quite like on the box, but cool anyway. I scanned my head, and the color turned bright orange/red, and I didn't like it. Since it wasn't even close to the dye color. But anyway...

Yep, I'm really out of a blog topic, sorry. And topics.blogspot.com has been discontinued :( So even that won't help.

School? I did 6 assignments today. Only 19 more to go, lol. Mainly Spanish and Human Anatomy & Physiology. But I just don't feel like doign them, so I put them off. And I'm not supposed to fall behind, so I guess I'd better get moving in them. sigh.

Hmm...yep, I'm at a total loss of what to say. I've taken a lot of tests at thespark.com lately. According to the site I'm: 28% Bi*chy, 19% sl*tty, and a whole bunch of other unflattering results. Although my mom said my sl*tty results should be a lot lower, and my Bi*tchy results should be a lot higher. grrr. lol.

Wow, pathetic blog, I know. Sorry, maybe I'll try again later.

My back is sore. For a couple reasons, but the main one being I shoveled stones from a pickup truck onto the ground today. We had to cover the mud. It was disgusting, and now with the stones it is a lot better.

I want daffodils. I mean, I'm really wanting them. That's weird for me, because even though I like flowers, I don't usually want any certain one at any certain time. But right now I really want daffodils. And everywhere I go where I think I could get some, they don't have any. grrr. I even found a daffodil picture and made it into wallpaper for my desktop, so at least if I don't get real daffodils I can have fake ones. sigh. I think they remind me of spring, and that's why I want them. Also, they remind me of when I was younger. At the one house we lived at, from when I was about 5-10years old, we had this HUGE tire swing my dad made for us. It was one of those tractor tires, the really big ones, that if you flip it so it's laying like this ---- instead of like this | like most tire swings are, it could fit like 5 kids on it. It was great fun. He hung the swing from this giant tree, and we'd spin the tire around and around and let go.... and then we'd hold on tight while the world spun around us. It was a ton of fun, my most favorite toy ever. Next to the tire swing were the daffodils, which is probably another reason why daffodils are my favorite flower, when I think of them I think of sun and happier, carefree times (well, they were for me at least). Childhood. I really do wish I could go back. When we left the house, we left the swing. And now where we live, there's not a tree, let alone a tree with a big enough branch for a tire swing.

I'm going to be 18 in October. That's pretty scary. Well, I'm mixed up. On one hand, I'd love to be able to say I'm 18, it sounds so "grown up" and mature. But then again... I'm not sure if I'm ready to be grown up and mature. That means leaving everything I know. Leaving home, going to college, starting my life without what I've lived with for the past 17/18 years. I know my family will still be here when I leave, and it's not even that. It's just a new chapter, a new book even, and I'm not sure if I'm ready to stop the old one. Good thing I still have 7 months to get used to it.

Yet another friday 5

1. Do you like talking on the phone? Why or why not?

No, not really. I love to answer the phone, but I don't really like to talk on it cause on the phone my voice sounds like I'm a 5 year old.

2. Who is the last person you talked to on the phone?

My grandmother that lives in AZ.

3. About how many telephones do you have at home?

My parents have 2. I have none.

4. Have you encountered anyone who has really bad phone manners? What happened?

Yea, if you consider eating/smoking while you're on the phone bad manners. Nothing happened.

5. Would you rather pick up the phone and call someone or write them an e-mail or a letter? Why or why not?

E-mail. Instant Message, preferably. Cause my voice sounds like a 5 year olds, and I don't like it.

My new hair color :) Except my color is a little darker than that one, cause I've dyed my hair at least 6 times (that i remember), so it gets darker than the box. I like this color though :)

Hmm... Time for something a little more substansial than random quiz results, not? Hmmm.... how about an update on my life? Since I so rarely update my blog with updates of my life story. lol ;)

Yesterday marked 3 weeks without any soda at all! Woohoo! So, today I celebrated that with soda. Hehe. Ok, so not really, but kind of... I'll explain. Do you realize how hard it is to go without much caffiene? My body was used to about a 2 liter of Pepsi a day (not an exaggeration) and then I suddenly quit drinking Pepsi and started drinking only water. That can cause a lot of headaches, literally. But now, I'm finally getting over the headaches, I guess my body's used to surviving without the caffiene? But today...I gave in to the craving. I took the bottle of Coke that's been sitting out (because our fridge is full, and you can leave soda sit out as long as it's never been refridgerated and it's unopened), I took that bottle and put it in the freezer, so it would get nice and cold. Then, I took one of our frosted glasses from the freezer, poured myself about half a glass of Coke, and added as many ice cubes as would fit into the glass (about 6, if you were wondering). Then I took a sip. And another, smaller sip. And then I gave my soda to mom. After all these days of not having it, it just didn't taste all that great anymore. And I figured since I didn't really like it I shouldn't force myself to drink the whole glass, since mom said she'll drink it for me instead. Besides, I like being able to say "I went 3+ weeks without soda" although now I have to change it to "I went 3+ weeks with only 2 sips of soda" sigh. So I got a nice wonderfully cold glass of water instead, and I enjoyed that more than the soda. lol.

So, between my water/soda battle, I've been helping my mom put stuff on ebay. She's funny, if she needs to do anything with HTML she'll ask me for help. I have already written her numerous sheets of tips, from anything from how to do italics, to how to put in an image, and even how to operate her blog. Yea, I made her a blog, for her/my dad's business. It's much easier to update than a regular site, and trust me, for her, the easier the better my life is. lol. She's getting better at it though. Now, she actually takes the time to figure out how to do something without having to do HTML. Like, for example, Ebay has this picture service when you sell stuff, that you can either put as many pictures as you want for free if you use HTML, or they let you upload one pic from your computer through their service for free, and then each picture after that costs 10 cents. I mean, granted, 10 cents isn't much. But when my mom asked me if she could put 3 pics on, I said yea, she could do it for nothing if she just wants to do html. She actually groaned! Like going through her papers (that I so painstakingly wrote out for her) and finding the instructions on how to insert a picture is so hard! It is a pain in the butt though, cause she has to upload them to her website, and then put the html in ebay, but it's not that big of a deal. She just doesn't like having to do it, lol. So, between helping mom out with Ebay, doing my schoolwork, my exercise (a mile everyday--yay!), and whatever else I have to do, there's not much time for substancial blogs.

I'm honestly thinking of putting a Halloween template up. Would that be too weird? I am really looking forward to October this year. I'll be 18 :) Plus, there's Halloween, which is by far my favorite holiday. And, as a birthday present, I might get to go on a trip. But I don't know details yet, or even if it will happen, depends on a few factors. If the person I'd be going on the trip with even wants me to go with them, where the US is in this horrible war thing, if I feel like leaving my parents, etc. Lol, all factors in if I go or not. Guess we'll just have to see. Either way, I'm really looking forward to October. The only drawback is that winter follows it. :( I hate winter.

Spring is almost here! Yay! I say that, even though today when we passed a temperature readout on a bank it said 32degrees. But I'm ignoring that, and instead focusing that tomorrow morning they want it 46d. And then tomorrow afternoon they want rain/possible snow showers, but shhh! don't think about that, and then it won't happen. At least, that's my hope anyway.

I've been having weird dreams. This is weird because 1) I don't normally dream (that I remember). 2) I've dreamed at least twice in the past two nights 3) the dreams were really weird.

The first dream involved a lot of my family. My grandmother, my cousin & her 2 kids (only 2 kids, although she currently has 3....), and my immediate family (bro, dad, mom, sis, and me). We all went up to a hotel to spend a few days relaxing. This is really weird because my parents don't even really like my cousin, they can tolerate her but... anyway, why would we go with all of them? Like we would relax with a 3 and 1 year old around! Anyway, in my dream, my cousin asked me, even though she already knew I had plans to go out and explore, to watch her 2 kids so she could go out with some friends. I, of course, said I couldn't, because it was my turn to have fun. My dad got really mad at me! That's so weird, because there is no way in actual life my dad would get mad/disappointed in me because I refused to watch my cousins kids. It's not that they're bad kids, they're adorable, but there's NO WAY my dad would want me to watch them if I had other plans. Anyway, my dream ended with dad telling me I was watching her kids, and cancelling my plans. hmm...

The second dream I had last night. My family was all sitting around watching tv, when all of a sudden Bush breaks in on whatever show we were watching with one of those Press Confrence things. He announced that there will be no war, and that he and his people have agreed to give in to demands that they give the Inspectors adequate (more) time to preform their inspections, and he apologizes for being so adament that we just go to war.

That's it. That was the whole dream. Weird, huh? I remember feeling really happy that there would be no war, because truthfully? I'm scared outta my wits at the prospect of war. Especially, horrible as it sounds, if they reinstate the draft. I'm 17, my brother's 16. Plus, a lot of my other family is around my age. I'm not saying it'd be automatic that we'd get drafted, I just think it would be so horrible. Don't get me wrong, I am extremelly grateful that the troops that have/are currently protecting our country do their jobs, I just know I wouldn't be very useful, and that there is no way I would want to be in the Army/Navy/etc. It's just not me. I don't have the stamina, the guts, the determination, the...anything. I'm not even in physically good shape. So, yea, I'm a little freaked out at the thought of war, which is why I tend to bury my head in the sand and leave the room when the Presidential press confrences come on the tv. Cowardly? I guess so, but I think I have to do it, for my own peace of mind.

Ok, back to my dreams. Like I said, I rarely dream. Or if I do, they tend to be dreadfully violent, usually involving me killing my dad or mom. Horrible, isn't it? That's why I don't even really like to dream. One time my cousin and I had a dream when I was sleeping over at her house. We both swear we had the exact same dream, and we both told eachother about it at the same time, we both woke up from the nightmare at the same time too. I forget the details of it now, but there was a murder in that one too. Not by me though. But it was freaky.

I did have something else to say, but I forgot it. Lol, i guess i've said enough anyway...

You are the typical feminist, depressed, artist.
You go against the crowd and do everything you
can to be different. Too bad noone notices.
Try communicating with people, not just looking
down on them.


What kind of typical high school character from a movie are you?
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Goddess of the Night. Beautiful yet a strange
darkness and sadness lurk about you.


What element would you rein over? (For Girls)
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You are the typical feminist, depressed, artist.
You go against the crowd and do everything you
can to be different. Too bad noone notices.
Try communicating with people, not just looking
down on them.


What kind of typical high school character from a movie are you?
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Goddess of the Night. Beautiful yet a strange
darkness and sadness lurk about you.


What element would you rein over? (For Girls)
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Friday Five:

Note: I did these earlier, and they didn't post correctly, so now since most the answers have changed I"m going to put my new answers in Italics underneath my original answers.

1. What was the last song you heard?

Journey- Anyway You Want It (mom had it on)

The theme song from the best show ever made---Fastlane. 9pm. FOX. I dunno the song, but it's by Snoop Dogg. I don't like Snoop, but the theme song really fits the show, so I like that about it.

2. What were the last two movies you saw?

Umm, I know for sure the last one was Ice Age (we just watched it again the other night since my dad has never seen it), but I'm not sure of the one before that...

same answer as above :)

3. What were the last three things you purchased?

Umm..... I dunno. Does food count? If it does, then it was food when I went shopping with my mom. As for me personally, I haven't bought anything in a looooong time, because of lack of $$.$$

same as above

4. What four things do you need to do this weekend?
School, Instant Message with my people, go to work with my dad tomorrow and help clean up because of all this cruddy snow, and sleep.

Same as above

5. Who are the last five people you talked to?

Mom, hoover, Zac, Dad, my grandmother.

My mommy, my bro, hoover, my grandmother, and felb

Tada! That's it for the F5 this week. Not very interesting responses. Sorry. :)

New template. I know, i said I wanted dark and moody. But I changed my mind, and decided I want girlie. Is this girlie enough? hehe

Heather

10 Rules of Civility

1. Do not burp, fart, or do other bodily functions when you are in the presence of others. If these functions cannot be avoided, leave the room. Saying "Excuse Me" is a must.

2. When someone sneezes, it's only polite to say "Bless you."

3. Don't promise to do something, and then not live up to that promise. If you can't keep your promises, always give proper notice beforehand, if it's an event, and always express your sorriness.

4. Be kind. You don't have to be overly fanatical about being kind, but if you see someone struggling with a door, it'd be nice if you open it for them. Or if you see someone struggling with packages, ask if you can lend a hand. Sometimes just the thought makes people's load a little lighter.

5. Try not to curse when you're in public. If you must curse, do not curse in front of children, or curse more than once. Nobody wants to hear a curse word in every sentence. It lowers their opinion of you.

6. If you must smoke cigarettes, smoke them outside, only in the presence of those who smoke also. Never smoke around someone that doesn't smoke, or someone that is trying to quit smoking.

7. Be in control of yourself at all times. Never get so drunk on alcohol that you cannot control yourself.

8. Try not to be rude. If you think what you will say can be taken in the wrong context, don't say it.

9. Don't ask a person to repeat themselves more than once unless absolutely necessary.

10. If you have a cold, try not to go out in public. People do not want your germs. So, if you know you have a cold, or are getting one, take proper medicine and try to stay home away from others as much as possible.

My 10 Rules of Civility that I did for my Literature class. :) Things that I tend to think are good manners, and things I (try to) do myself.

I think tomorrow I'm killing off Uck/Douggie. It's just too....cute. I'm not in the mood for cute right now. I want dark and moody. lol. So, be on the lookout for a dark and moody template...all I have to do is find one that I like. Or learn to make one myself, which probably won't happen cause I'm 1)not that talented 2)lacking spare time 3)not that patient or creative. So, it's a premade one for me :)

Hmmm..... I have something I want to blog about, but I don't think I'm going to, since it probably wouldn't make much if any sense anyway. I'll just write it down and rip it up, like I do with everything that makes me sad/angry/depressed. Yep, that's what I'll do. Don't worry, it wasn't that interesting anyway :)

I really really really want to post my one Lit assignment. But, I guess it's probably a good idea that I don't, since some of the other kids in my class might read my blog (but not sure if they do or not....hey, if you do, comment! please? just say hi, or something). Anyway, no sense getting in trouble for cheating, even if it's unintentional. It was just make up 10 rules of civilty. 10 Rules of things you shouldn't do when you're out in public. Any ideas? I've already done/submitted mine, so you won't influence me one way or the other if you comment.

Hmmm.... it's time for a rant, don't ya think? All I need is a good rant topic....hmm.....

Well, it's not really a rant, more of a topic, but...it'll work. Taken from Topics.blogspot.com (which is sadly discontinued :( )..

Do you think you would be happy at a single-sex college? Why or why not?

Yep. I think I would be. I've heard that single-sex colleges get together with other colleges a lot, so it's not like you'd never get to meet someone of the opposite sex. Plus, I'll be going into Law. That's going to take a LOT of concentration, I don't know if I could handle the distraction of guys. But then again, maybe after studying law, I'll need the 'distraction' Hmm. I'd probably be ok either way.

Wow, that was a really really really pathetic rant, wasn't it? It doesn't even deserve to be called a rant. It's a non-rant. And a wimpy non-rant at that. But it's almost midnight, and I'm not even supposed to be awake right now, let alone on the computer, so that will have to do for now.

The duckie (^^^^^^^^ that one) is now named Uck the Duck. hehe. Or, Douggie the Duckie either one. I like them both, lol. Either way he's only staying around for a few more days.

Oy, was I upset this morning.

If you read this, sorry 'wobbie' (lol) for not talking, I was just way too upset, all I wanted to do was go back up to bed and cry. Unusual for me, because I hate crying. Well, I don't mind if others do it, it just seems like I should be stronger than that, that I shouldn't let a few relatively little things (in the great big scheme of life) get to me so much that it makes me cry. Anyway, I guess it's time to explain exactly what was making me so upset, no?

Ok, so..here goes...

For the past few days I haven't been feeling well, nothing major, just like a headache at night and/or my nose would hurt, just something like that. Last night I was awake till 3am, and then when mom woke my sis and I up, it was only 9:30. That's 6 1/2 hours sleep, which is totally my fault, I know. I should go to bed earlier, because I know I can't sleep in, especially since I have a Lit. chat every Monday at 10. Anyway, so, I was tired. And, I had a headache, my back hurt, my neck hurt, and it was an all around struggle to even want to get out of bed. Mom woke us up so we could take the dogs for a walk (dogs, plural. See entry from 2/28) Well, needless to say, I didn't really feel like taking the dogs out for a walk. Besides, I needed a shower, and I felt all grungy and gross (probably more due to my cold than the need of a shower though). Anyway, mom only needed one of us girls to take Pudgy out, since my brother was taking our dog Gidget. I asked Heidi to take the dog out, and she said no, you should. Anyway, we got into a little arguement, but it worked out that I wouldn't have to take the dogs out, since my back hurt, etc. I thought Heidi was ok with this, but all of a sudden she whirled around, stomped her foot, and yelled "YOU ALWAYS GET WHAT YOU WANT! IT'S ALWAYS YOUR WAY!" which, needless to say since I share a room with her (definetly not one of my choices) is not true. So fine, I said if she was going to throw such a fit about it, I would take the dog out. Anyway, at this point, mom was yelling from downstairs "Heather you should take the..." and I interrupted, yelling back "I already said I'd take the freakin dog out!" and then while I'm stomping around getting dressed, throwing on my boots and my jacket (cause it's freezing again), mom keeps saying things how I shouldn't do this, shouldn't do that, etc. How as soon as she asks anyone to do something that doesn't involve the computer, we throw a fit. Then she added "Especially you, Heather" on the end of that tirade. Well, that is so unfair because I'm always off my computer, actually, I've been going on it less and less lately because of my headaches and not feeling so well. I turned it off for about 4-5 hours the one day. Mom ended this tirade with that both Heidi and I are going to bed early tonight. Which I hate since I don't have a bedtime, and there is no reason why I should go to bed early, my staying up late had nothing to do with why I was mad. So I was mad at mom, and Heidi now.
Ok, so I take the dog out. Fine. Who really cares. I could have done without the dramatics, I didn't need that crap so early in the morning. I go in my Lit chat and my teacher isn't there, which is fine because I wasn't really in the mood for the chat anyway (as much as I love my lit chats, just didn't feel like it).
Cut to mid-morning, Mom's no longer making comments on what I should and shouldn't do, instead she's asking "what's wrong" and trying to be all nice, and I was just really not in the mood to deal with her, or anyone. So, I went to my room, cleaned it up (I clean when I'm upset, lol) and put on my Eminem cd, which actually mellowed me out. It didn't mellow me out enough that I'm not still mad, because I am, not because of Heidi's hysterics, but because as soon as Heidi throws the hysterics it's automatically my fault. Well, sometimes Heidi's wrong too, ya know? Sometimes she just throws an unjustifiable fit, for no good reason at all other than that she feels like you're not listening to her (even when you are). She can be a real brat when she wants to be. Maybe it's the age. That's what I keep telling myself, because I remember when I was 13 I threw quite a lot of fits actually. I remember telling my mom I hated her, and how I wished I was adopted. That's not true now, I love my mommy, and she's like a best friend. But, yea, so I guess I can see that Heidi throwing her fits is just a phase, but that doesn't mean I have to like it.

Ahhh, I feel better now. I'm actually talking to Heidi, and mom. We're back to our normal, psychotic and chaotic us. Is chaotic a word? if not, it should be. Typing all that out helped, made me think through it. Ahhh.






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Well, I'm off to exercise now. 1 1/2 hours later than normal, due to my delayed Lit chat and my blogging, but earlier I wasn't really feeling up to it, but I am now, so I guess it's good I was delayed, lol. Anyway, today is week 2 of nothing but water to drink! Yippy Skippy. lol. Well, that's all for now, bye :)

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Hmm... should I be scared? Or perhaps others should be scared... MUHAHAHAHAHA (twisted laugh)

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counselors. Watch out for Zeek the Plumber What's your 90s Nickelodeon Show?
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